Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. I AM YOUR DISEASE. They take strokes seriously. Now look at you bastards, youre thinking clear, You escaped with your lives when you found your way here. I wish you health and happiness, Allow me to introduce myself leaving me to be damned. Im going on 3 years clean July 31st! I've stolen from you your sense of pride, not letting you see that you are beautiful on the inside. (LogOut/ I've been clean 11 years 10 months and 7 days. I was so sick and tired of being sick & tired. endobj To promise, to plead, to swear on all that is holy. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Guidance on the Protection of Personal Identifiable Information U S. Department of Labor, Error Code pii_email_a42277285fa7a777ff7e Solved, How to Get Rid of the pii_email_e7ab94772079efbbcb25 Error, The Ultimate Cheat Sheet on the 7 worst habits for your brain. I am your disease. I have good days and some bad, but I do not use, and I hope, wish, and pray I'll never go back to that life. endobj There is a brief health perk that can be gained once you get sick but its not permanent. Don't look to me to give you wealth. Author Unknown Together we were able to destroy your life. I'm your worst living nightmare, I am your disease. You feel nothing at all. Thats me! For now I must lie here quietly. The only thing you can do in all reality is first report it to the Dr. It' all death, no matter what you call me. Please help. I volunteer humility and shower you with confidence. However many people have major surgeries every day and do not become addicted. To free herself of the fool who holds her prisoner. I am your friend. Every pore, Unaware the alcoholic's. Truth is the Master of Manipulation, Trained by the characteristics of his disease. An open mind and trusting heart, And believe the sincerity that pours from. Sobriety, for me, was the #1 priority in life. I now facilitate Vet to Vet meetings at the Birmingham VA, and we read these type of poems to the groups and they absolutely love them. But you say youve surrendered so what can I do. Certified Parkinson Disease Care Facilities. 3 Mar. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. I hate your higher power. I feel like if he doesn't get help, drugs are going to kill him. Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. Book a free addiction counselling call without any obligations. SG17 5QB. And all the joy the world has to offer, Tags: aa, Addiction, drug addicts, freedom, hope, NA, recovery. Beds i am your disease poem is my poem of sorts. When you were alonewasnt it I who appeared? I am unsure who originally wrote it so am unable to give credit. xYq}7O3{a`Y!~ IEN7pDdfU+@#1q9qaO3Lo~l7?\}`MM?.nT~z~wyszrg9r_JV.Sw?R/wenwpADaxB^y]Dvvwx "bk-~|N~~/_/;t,+N;}e":r9IR Pb9R(n^'x?yzn$|HI|?l,~N^~:txX3 282bk9>?Cp`tPghIpcwFU}+CnKVO`2PE}. I wouldn't be here today with the dedication to my own sobriety at periods of my life. Usually the addict has to hit his rock bottom to get help. While the game, with its lack of a permanent health perk, has a lot of potential for social gaming, the story is still pretty bare. I love to make you cry. Change). He is now addicted and trading his weed on the streets for morphine tabs. % I'M YOUR DISEASE I hate meetings, I hate Higher Power, I hate anyone who has a program. It's so true what it's saying because it will never leave it will always be with us till eternity. I'll become your new master, I'm in total . I love to be your friend and kind attendant, I have helped you learn to comfort yourself Did you spell check your submission? To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. You will see me, I am growing, and self-destruction is fading away, Only when I exist will you live Read more about the common features of addictions. Whether youre a person living with the disease, a care partner, or another loved one, the I Am! Eventually I weaned off the suboxone when I felt I was ready. I never understood why the addicts I loved couldn't just stop until I went through it myself. We go through treatment. An I AM! Poem invites you to express the pivotal moments, places, and people that have made you who you are. function in the manner I am accustomed to. 2 0 obj The I Am! I am going to share this with my boyfriend. So please dont forget me, I wont forget you, Ill stand by your side watching all that you do, Im ready and waiting, so call if you please, I wont let you forget me. and our More than you hate me; I hate all of you who have a 12-step program. It took a VERY, VERY long time to finally realize I had a problem and I could not fix myself on my own. At PMD Alliance, we know you are much more than a disease. Cursing me with a dissatisfied crown you wear so lightly on your head. I'm from Alabama and I'm looking for help for my son. but if that's the case why can't you put down that pill I Am Your Recovery, Check out my most recent post! But Im always here waiting for you. It's like I can see it in my mind. Even diabetes, they take seriously. cuz I cant stand to lose, So stand in your groups and support hand in hand, Better choices will save youleaving me to be damned, Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week, Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches, Be damned every addict, who back to me strays, For I know it will happen, Ive seen it before, Those who love misery will crawl back for more, So take comfort in knowing, Im waiting right here, But next time around, youd just better beware, You think that youre stronger or smarter this time, There isnt a mountain or hill you cant climb, Well if thats what youre thinkin, you aint learned a thing, Ill still knock you silly if you step back in my ring. Then one day I was saved by my mum; she came and understood I needed to get my life back on track. Our favorite lines of poetry Many have chosen me, instead of love and peace. The I Am! I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage of your soul. Change), You are commenting using your Twitter account. You choose to have me. Carrie Roush, Welcome To Hell By To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death, I wish you suffering! I'll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell. x[o6n/=(z9NhEAzuYVIIwz7OR/_z}^]LIv5;>,KRI]@3v<>5dI2zaWqx7`*1?Mw XL%1v9WaMeM%ru5/}n"=|f~FQ'B-4v4 kFZ9cra#])8e=RQo You can get sick without even knowing it and no one seems to care. I hate anyone who has a program. Until we meet again, I wish you continued suffering and death. Ill not only hurt you, Ill kill if I please, Im your worse living nightmare. ?xn,hvv4^z/+ '8R.0^n]9exgBjwiCLAjGU51jN3lI0tVt,M,.%vKFzV\S d3B `|[52 0~J[PnA~$/Um7 All stories are moderated before being published. I have killed millions and I'm pleased. I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. kH`9m>TV|(%KJ0|{K5-8uG\e/-B9zv]AV(k3[;T I am your addiction. The Voice Of Addiction By I will turn you from everyone that tries to take you from me STOP! To paraphrase Dr. Seuss, my disease poem is a little more than simply being able to say I was diagnosed with something. It's all on the predisposition of the individual. I am such a hated disease--- And yet, I do not come uninvited. poem is a chance to honor that, to see yourself in your fullness. When you wanted to die, didnt you call on me? For many years I've urged folks to read, "I am Your Disease " as that poem succinctly defines the power of addiction by personifying the disease. With POEMS, the damage may cause pain or other unpleasant sensations in your legs, arms, feet or hands. And you do not feel alone anymore, We are one on your path to life I am your friend My name is "Your Disease." I am your friend. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul I'll become your new master, in total control If you know of this poem pre 1995 shoot me email, I'd like to give credit as the originator. Home Addictions in general I Am Your Disease. My son recently had a major back surgery done. To all who come in contact with me, I wish you suffering and death. The 12 Traditions of Alcoholics Anonymous. He has seen the snipers waiting in the wings. You have to choose me, So many have chosen me to find reality and peace, More than you love me If you have any honour, I'll strip it away, You'll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, I'll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, I'll reduce you to nothing and won't even care. Cookie Notice I am looking to find out where the original "I Am Your Disease" came from and who wrote it. If youre a support group leader, itwill also offer guidance on how you can share this resource with your group. I live in another state. Then there are some that if they try alcohol they become alcoholics. Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. So go to your meetings and pray hand in hand, for God to come save you. Will who will inherit betty whites money Ever Rule the World? . @FsQw+e55\%;Ci?NeqxTloPe\}Ft UM b0c S For now I must lie here quietly. <> <>>> Its so sad in a way, I had big plans for you, Creating your nightmare for me was a dream, Im sure gonna miss youwe made quite a team, So please dont forget me, I wont forget you, Ill stand by your side watching all that you do, Im ready and waiting, so call if you please, I wont let you forget meI am your disease, Scan this QR code to download the app now. I tried anything and everything I could get could get my hands on. I am your disease? No addict can get clean unless THEY WANT TO! I am with you when you feel withdrawn and when the world is cruel. When I finally was serious about getting clean, I went to a detox and got all of the drugs (mostly heroin) out of my system I got on a suboxone maintenance program and into therapy. You choose to have me. Change). I totally feel for you! When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. Your programs, your meetings, your support, your Higher Power all weaken me and I can't . I hide the heckler's words and block the missiles thrown in ignorance and anger. I am your disease. At PMD Alliance, we know you are much more than a disease. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of alcoholism. Until we meet again, I wish you continued suffering and death. Shefford I feed off your failures, I revel in your guilt. We get the results, we hear the diagnosis. It is about how much I am your disease. 4 0 obj I lost my children to welfare. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. What trials have you withstood? You have to remind yourself every day and choose every day to be clean, but you will always be an addict. It shows you how ugly drugs are and how they cut your life short. Allow me to introduce myself: I am the disease of addiction. We struggle to find the courage, the strength. This isnt merely a burden. This has always been a key feature of many games in the survival-horror genre, and Deathloop is no exception. Each death is accompanied by an audio message, which can be used to give hints why things are happening. I hold out my hand and bring you faith. If you have any honour, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing and wont even care. I am your disease. I agreed with you. I am the disease of addiction. How to survive life with a drug addict, whether he or she is your mom, dad, brother, sister, husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, friend, son or daughter. Well here I go now I'll just be on my way (LogOut/ <>/ExtGState<>/ProcSet[/PDF/Text/ImageB/ImageC/ImageI] >>/MediaBox[ 0 0 612 792] /Contents 4 0 R/Group<>/Tabs/S/StructParents 0>> Will you tell me whether Im an addict / alcoholic. Heres how the game actually works: i am your disease is a game in which players take control of the disease and have to survive for a certain amount of time. through writing your own poem, making it simple and accessible. Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. For now I must lie here quietly. But he has trodden the paths of the outside world. I Hate meetingsI Hate higher powersI Hate anyone who has a program. I am smarter than you and I am in control, The game also has a pretty cool way to let players know whats going on, with a little video showing a group of players in a mall. You are infected, and you need to take care of it. Allow me to introduce myself! You know who I am, You called me your friend. Whether you're a person living with the disease, a care partner, or another loved one, the I Am! Then following comes denial, deceit, and lies In fact, it seems that most of us are just too busy trying to be happy to notice when something is wrong. I hate your higher power. Hello, I am your Disease. This is true Grace, I will give you contentment and all I ask is commitment, When things were going wrong in your life, you invited me, You said, I DESERVE GOOD THINGS and I agreed with you, Together, we are able to create all the good things in your life, When you are fully committed to me, you will be taken seriously, Like self-destruction, I do not come uninvited The book details the devastating effects that drug use has on the lives of people who have lost a child to the disease of addiction. >tPzk+(Z9Qet;(7DtZ[\Tq@, I've given you comfort and relief. That's me. Omg! Seeking the death of a soul but too strong Writing about where you come from honors your voice, your history, and your worththe rich tapestry of you that deserves to be celebrated! Some people don't believe in suboxone, but I believe it saved my life. I Am Your Disease (The Many Faces of Addiction) is a must-read for any young person even thinking about experimenting with drugs. I love to make you hurt. We feel that something isn't right. But I'm always here waiting for you. There are some of us that if we try crack we will eventually became addicted to it. I could NOT do this by myself! One minute I had youthen next you were gone, You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared. Get the Poem of the Day delivered right to your phone! Ive killed millions and enjoyed doing it. You know who I am, youve called me your friend, Wishes of misery and heartache I send, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees, Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. "I am your disease" is a poem I was given my first day in rehabilitation. Brenda Winders, Dear Heroin By Published by Family Friend Poems June 2010 with permission of the author. The title comes from the line, "My disease is this disease/This disease is my disease." The poem is actually about the self-awareness we often refer to as being aware of ourselves. stream When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise, Quite often Ill take you by total surprise. Required fields are marked *. I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. (LogOut/ Alcoholism, drugs and eating disorders. Allow me to introduce myself When you feel fully alive, I weaken. This resource will walk youthrough writing your own poem, making it simple and accessible. But today Im real angry. I know I'm still an addict, but I've kept myself clean. Just remember this I will always be your disease. But today Im real angryyou want to know why? You dont have to be a poet to participate! So true. You will lie to everyone and say that I ain't real, <> Where do you come from? Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. This is a truly bone-chilling description of just what drug addiction is, how the drugs hijack the brain and take over the entire mind and body. I stole, lied, and some more. You know who I am, youve called me your friend, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees. My life is far from perfect now, but at least I am not high and I do not have to worry about drugs ruining my life anymore! This is your recovery. Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside you. I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. To lie, to deny, to mince and to parcel. I've been watching the new video from i am your disease poem and it's amazing. I cant function in the manner I am accustomed to. Yet, without my help, these things wouldnt be possible. What follows is a response to that poem - a letter written back to the disease: You are my disease. Cause then you'll find a way; a way to kick me out poem is a tool that invites you to get curious and creative, exploring your whole selfwho you are, where you come from, what you love, and what matters most. Its so sad in a way, I had big plans for you. It is only when we lose our minds and succumb to the disease that we realize the sickness is here. First, download theI AM! Poem Toolkit. The game also looks as vibrant and deadly as ever in its new trailer. I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction - Thriftbooks; I Am Your Disease- A visual poem - YouTube; I Am Your Disease : The Many Faces of Addiction (Paperback) Does anyone remember this poem?? While searching for answers to the unanswerable question of "Why, Why my child? I love it when I make you so numb, I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, Also, subscribe/follow me to find out more! Were you touched by this poem? I give you instant gratification. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul I'll become your new master, in total control I am your worst enemy! In any case, its fun to see and, at the very least, makes the game look a bit more interesting. I am your disease. Wasnt I there when you were lonely? and even being 10, 20, 30 year sober in recovery you can still relapse it does take a matter of time it takes a matter of wanting to be sober and wanting to get rid of everything, feeling, troubles it give you. FnB]>szhHo{|zO=P+XN dh&EINqg[KaoaBdPE-$9JlU[0!wTlI/KoQ_ Xj.goq\I5L(^QPlTh\`,Jy. The Following Scan Will Last Four Minutes, Ode to the Hotel Near the Childrens Hospital. I hate meetings. Hello fellow addicts I am your disease, In any case, the gameplay looks as vibrant and as deadly as ever in its new trailer. It's got some cool ideas for how [] (LogOut/ Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame. %PDF-1.5 I used for nearly 20 years after I had back surgery. So go ahead and surrender, if thats what you choose, But Im not giving up cos I cant stand to lose. I am your disease, and you are the disease that needs to be eradicated. stream Youre an addict? If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed. Together we will spend all eternity Ive always been there for you. We worry. This is a very personal poem, but it can be something you could write about your own life. Ill invade all your thoughts, Ill take hostage your soul, Ill become your new master, in total control, Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame, When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise, Quite often Ill take you by total surprise, But take you I will, and just as youve feared, Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared, If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed, Ill not only hurt you, Ill kill if I please, Im your worst living nightmare, I am your disease, I bring self destruction, but still you cant tell, Ill sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell, And then when I catch you, you wont even know, Ill sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike, Whats yours becomes mine, cuz I take what I like, Ill take all you own and I wont care who sees, Im your constant companion I am your disease, If you have any honor, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing, and wont even care, So, dont take for granted my powers sublime, Ill bend and Ill break you, time after time, Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside youI am your disease. Whats the Current Job Market for carpal boss pictures Professionals Like. I don't know what to do for him. When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed? It taught me I had to work hard everyday to . <> Im such a hated disease, yet I dont come uninvited. Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. Cunning, baffling, and powerful. I've come to steal your strength and health. Creating your nightmare for me was a dream, Im sure gonna miss you, we made quite a team. You have to take it because you know that the disease is coming and you need to take it in order to survive. If youre a support group leader, itwill also offer guidance on how you can share this resource with your group. The games plot is still a little bit of a mystery, but the game looks a bit more vibrant and deadly than its predecessor in the screenshots weve seen. Better yet You don't see me, but I'm growing more powerful everyday. Organomegaly is abnormally large organs. I wish you suffering and death whether it be physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. Ana M. Gopoian nalove16@aol.com I AM YOUR DISEASE Hello all, I hate this whole recovery movement, I hate meetings. I love to hear your voice, Better yet, I love to see you feel a full range of emotions, knowing that you can handle them, You can feel and love deeply You think that youre stronger or smarter this time, There isnt a mountain or hill you cant climb. Only when you live, may you thrive, I wish you strength and inner peace 3 0 obj I want only to see that your brought to your knees. These poems explore the many stages, and emotions, of illness, in some of our toughest times, when we and our loved ones are most vulnerable. Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore, POEMS syndrome gets its name from its most common signs and symptoms: Polyneuropathy involves nerve damage throughout your body. When you or a loved one is living with a movement disorder, its easy to lose track of all that makes you who you are and, instead, become the diagnosis. I hate anyone who has a program! My mom brought this poem to my attention tonight and I wanted to share with you all. It literally means that the game is for you, the player, to have a constant, ongoing experience of the disease as you try to take care of it. The copyright of all poems on this website belong to the individual authors. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of addiction. We make an appointment and visit a doctor. To all who come in contact with me, View More. I let this whole room of addicts slip by, How did I lose you? Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. I will always be here no matter where you go, I Am Your Disease. By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. All other content on this website is Copyright 2006-2023 FFP Inc. All rights reserved. Well if thats what youre thinking you aint learned a thing, Ill still knock you silly if you step back in my ring. but not for to much longer cause I still have much to say It is a behavior. Until we meet again, I hate meetings! Your email address will not be published. Author Unknown Phelps Luck Alano Club We agree to have tests. We lean on our loved ones. I am the disease of alcoholism and drug addiction Cunning, baffling, and powerful, that's me. While searching for the author of I Am Your Disease, I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. You've been fighting this battle all alone. I lost my own wonderful, beloved son to the disease of addiction. This field is for validation purposes and should be left unchanged. You dont see me, but Im growing more powerful everyday. Check out my most recent post! document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); This blog is an inside look at a gay, alcoholic/addict. And many of us become enablers. you want to know why? My doctor was monitoring my levels and checking my urines on a regular basis. So take comfort in knowing, Im waiting right here, But next time around, youd better beware. Don't let those people tell you what I am all about, I Am Your Recovery | Unmanageable Living I Am Your Recovery 3 Mar While searching for the author of "I Am Your Disease," I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. 6 7 Warren Court Amazon.com: I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction; I Am Your Disease Poem - Digital-CQ; Best 13 Poem I Am Your Disease - Hc Wiki; i am your disease (please read) - Alcoholics Anonymous; I am your Disease poems.docx | - Course Hero; I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction - Goodreads; I Am Your Disease: The Many . He is 37 years old and has been on drugs 23 years. Check out my most recent post! I didn't even believe I couldn't stop until I finally had to. For I know it will happen, Ive seen it before, Those who love misery will crawl back for more. I would love to see them write a letter of introduction to their recovery. Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. And then when I catch you, you won't even know. If you continue to use this site we will assume that you are happy with it. Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none, Zoom info for Dawn Patrol Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID 947 1322 414 Password: none, In person held at the club and Zoom Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none, In person at the club and Zoom. I love all of you who support me, Your love, your faith, your kindness I love anyone who supports my existence in you, To all who come in contact with me People dont take me seriously. Hello fellow addicts I am your disease, I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, I will always be here no matter where you go, I am smarter than you and I am in control, Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore, I'll take everything you got and still want something more When things were going right, you invited me back. I come in many forms, and shapes, and size 1 0 obj Only fools think theyre winners when admitting defeat, Its what you must say when youre claiming that seat. I could NOT do this by myself! I am Your Disease - Clean and Sober Click to go to YouTube Channel cleanandsober11 I am Your Disease February 7, 2017 by cleanandsober12 Alcoholics Anonymous Sobriety I hate meetings. So when you think I'm gone and you can finally be at ease, (LogOut/ I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. Addiction is not the drugs, pills, alcohol. I award you serenity and self-esteem. I bring self destruction, but still you cant tell, Ill sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell, Ill chase you forever wherever you go, And then when I catch you, you wont even know. Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. I hate all of you who work a 12step program. It can also be used to give clues about whats going to happen next. It is about how the disease is affecting me and how it is affecting those around me. endobj I tend to write long, rambling posts, so get that coffee, get comfortable and enjoy yourself. I walk with you daily and live in your thoughts. When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. Sharing your poem in community is a meaningful way to connect deeply with others and reveal the magic that makes you who you are. One minute I had you, then next you were gone. They take heart attacks seriously. % I'll take everything you got and still want something more I'll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike. i am your disease poems story is still a little bit of a mystery. With POEMS, your liver, spleen and lymph nodes may become enlarged. I totally feel for you! Do NOT submit poems here, instead go to the. Common Mistakes: the word "i" should be capitalized, "u" is not a word, and "im" is spelled "I'm" or "I am". 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